dissapointed

this day, i have to feel disapponted again .
i say to you that i not to close the door for you .
the door will always be open just for you .
as well as my heart, my door will never be closed, the door will always be open this heart for you .
sory if i was to dear to you .
i cant remove you from my heart dan my mind that has became a feeling that in this .
whether something what you plug these heart, im do not understand .
if you're not my mate, i asked to God to remove this memory, so that he remove and delete this memoris so that i no longer feel the pain if you have to lose your affection .
when you came, have someone fill this heart, but i choice to leave thiat person just because you and i would prefer to have a relationship with you even though i have hurt others .
and when you decide its time relationships, it destroy everything .
you are one the reasons to come this city, in addition to pursuing a carier and a future i want to pursue your heart .
but now i have to start from scracth .
i hope i have accomplished all that i wanted in this city of carier and romace . ;)